I suck at posting

I'm a little sad with the reality that it's been nearly 1.5 months since I  posted last.  I am lame.  Tomorrow is my 8 month mark at 3 Wishes.  I had the thought today of how nice it feels to have a semi sort of competent and purposeful flow to my work.  I'm attempting to figure out how to be a less "wear my heart on my sleeves" type of gal.  Yeah, I've pretty much given up on that attempt.  I feel like I am angry for legitimate reasons--but people don't necessarily give a rip about my reasons.  So I'll put them in list format on my blog!  

Things high on my "there are no adequate words for how much I hate you" list

1. Completing my mileage log at the end of every month---each day, each address, each zip code...for the month---truly, takes about 1.5-2 hours...plus I usually store up 2 months at a time because it takes me 3/4 of the month to get around to doing it.

2. Human nature...'nough said.

3. The 'disco stick' song.

4. The fact that many of my parents applying for SSD $$ (that they get for their baby's diagnosis) give more effort to that cause than actually helping their baby to get better (this could be a subpoint to number 2)

5. Meetings.  Loathe, hate, abhor, despise.  Anytime in which inefficiency can reign with such supremacy--I told my supervisor that I would give my 2 week notice if she ever followed through with her "entire day staffing" thought.  She laughed, I've already written the letter.

6. The news.  How dumb do you think I am, really?  And more importantly, why are so many people that dumb?!  This also could be a subpoint of 2.

7. Human Nature.  Enough can't be said.

8.  Yeah, it pretty much all comes back to Human Nature.  I know, I've already written a novel on this topic ;0)

 

9. Having a human nature.

10.  That 'bout sums it up....with the exception of having left over Asian food in my fridge...everything soaks up those flavors!  Dang you fish flavored cheese!

I've decided that the parable of the seed is really "where ITS at."  I'm a seed planter---we're all seed planters and we're all seed "takers" also known as dirt :0)  We don't take all of those seeds...and some of them take a long time to grow...as someone who has made a vocation of "seed planting," I find it to be marginal in the slightest sense of the word.  But that's all you can do, thus leading back to my intense hatred of human nature.  We suck, and we're experts at sucking.  Maybe that's why it takes a special kind of person (or so they say) to "do my job."  Who wants to realize they really really suck for the next 50 years?  I read a verse in...Leviticus? the other day--and I laughed for a good 10 minutes because as many times as I've come across this verse or ones like it I never realized how incredibly hilarious and subtle it is.  "I am the God of all flesh.  Is there anything too difficult for me?"  No argument there.  

In other news, I had a child refusing to follow his mothers directions because he was trying to make me the pizza rolls he stated he would make me for dinner, the day prior.  Absolutely precious, and I apologized to his mom ;0)