Aw, crap

This is my new life mantra. "Aw crap." I've reached the stage of dilemmas. Not sure if they are ethical ones, or just the plain kind---but they suck pretty bad. Surprisingly, quite a few have surrounded personal sharing as it relates to spiritual matters. Aw crap is right. How did this happen to me?! I'm not the 'let me tell you about Jesus' type. (Don't even comment, the Lord will deal with me on Judgment day...and hopefully not a day sooner). And I wouldn't even say it's gotten that far yet. What it has come to is the line between what is right and what is in my job description. Aw crap. It's not even about the green, it's about accountability and 'professional' boundaries. Does anyone else notice that God didn't give a rip about professional boundaries? I'm pretty sure he would've stuck by the whole "don't sleep with a client" clause-- but a whole lot of help that does me! I'm talking about grieving people here. What do I not say b/c I'm only a child's caseworker? It's just not working out well for me. Aw crap is right. So I gotta figure out how I'm circumventing my profession to ensure I'm doing what is right. PS-Don't tell my supervisor! Shhhh